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my boyfriend’s cat hates me :( he bit me so I started bleeding so my bf threw him out.. poor kitty
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My life’s always been going up and down, mostly it’s been going a tiny bit up and then a looong way down. So I guess it’s really time to make a big reach upwards now. It’s not a great feeling almost making your boyfriend cry all the time when he happens to see your wrists. I really wanna feel better for his sake, cause even though I didn’t believe at first that anyone could feel those kinds of feelings for me, he really loves me more than anything and he would do anything for me. And I would do the same for him, no question. I also want to feel better for the sake of my wonderful friends. You are truly amazing and I don’t know what I would do without you. I’m one of those with depression in my genetics. I can just imagine how great my life would be without it, cause I’m really smart , I would get straight As if I had the energy to actually do anything at school. I still have great grades and I do nothing. I’m beautiful , I have a body to die for, I’ve got loads and loads of guys after me even now that I actually have a boyfriend. I’m funny, I’m nice and caring and probably easy to get along with. And on top of it all I’ve got extremely rich parents.
My life would be so wonderful if I could stop hating myself so much
feelin super fab
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Feeling so fucking rejected. and so fucking lonely. And so fucking empty and let down.
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